As we know, no tefillah is ever wasted. After davening for a number of years for a yeshua that hasn’t yet come (in an obvious manner), I wrote a list of ways my tefillos and tears might have been put to use:
To keep me healthy
To keep me safe from danger
To protect my family and all the people I love and they love
For a job I’m good at and that I enjoy
For children iy”H, quickly and easily
For easy, healthy pregnancies
For healthy children
For my family and the people I love to have all these things
For an amazing husband with all the qualities I need and more
For abundant financial resources for myself and anyone who needs
To strengthen my skills and ability to have a great and happy marriage
To put me in a neighborhood and community where I fit and can thrive and contribute
To keep my children, my husband and me on the derech haTorah
For a vibrant and growing relationship with Hashem and my Yiddishkeit
To always be connected to friends and family and belong to a strong support system
For the people in my community to be healthy, protected, and blessed with all they need
To keep Jewish people safe wherever they are in the world, and particularly the people of E”Y
What would you add?
P.S. I finished my davening chart and I’m onto my second. Charts are the way to go!